TIS THE SEASON TO BE JOLLY

this year's christmas was spent with family

together with kate and jon and their 8 most lovable and cutest kids in the entire world!!
the twins: cara and madelyn, and their sextuplets: alexis hannah leah collin joel and aaden



christmas with jon and kate plus 8 season 2 marathon started at 8.30am in the morning all the way till 4pm..
the cutest show ever!! ((: go watch it!!






and i still have yet to upload photos from dzyzd steamboat sesh, TGL's annual christmas dinner, movie date with the couple and dessert rendevous at the dessert bar

damnthe laptop.
its spoilt..



once again merry merry blessed christmas everybody!!

met up with charity peeps clara audrey and joyce at Pit Stop cafe yesterday. you can say its our annual gathering cause we rarely meet up. played some new board games and it was quite fun la.

new mtv! love the r&b touch in it. recommended by darling koh at kbox yesterday. and YES! we finally went to kbox after so long and i'm super happy cause i got to sing most of jay chou's new songs. ((:

ANNUAL HOCKEY BABES GATHERING cum BELATED BDAE CELEBRATION for ARI CHEE and MUN

TGL outing @ Mad Jack last saturday. first time having dinner there. the food is quite nice and is reasonably priced too. will definitely go back there again some other day. btw jiahui has a new bf la! so happy for her. girl, i wish you happiness always ya.


both of them are my grandfathers, but they are totally different. different in terms of how they are living their life now and also their outlooks of life. one is ignorant about the situation at home. not a single worries about financial issues as there will always be his children and grandchildren who will always be there for him. as for the other one, hes not as lucky ba. hes always worrying about whether he will have enough money to pay the old folks home or whether his children will visit him not. as i sit on the sofa and hear him ranting away in cantonese, i could only make out the words 'rubbish' and 'money' and 'die'. each time i see the tears rolling downhis cheeks, my heart just shatters to pieces. and its like a chain effect, after he cries, my mum will start crying and i will start tearing too. whatever my mum or aunt does is just not enough to please him. i guess he just wants somebody to hear him complain. thats all hes asking for. he complains about the tasteless food that they serve him everyday, the staff who comes to his room and 'steal' his stuff, and that everyday hes just lying on bed waiting to die. just what is it like to be waiting to die everyday? will loneliness and lack of money really drive you to desperation when you're old? what if my parents start saying the same things to me next time? will i be able to cope all of these problems?

is there anything i can do to make him smile again?

)):

i'm not lousy i'm not lousy i'm not lousy
the guy is just being damn bloody unreasonable
screw you stupid old man


its been a really long time alr
but till this very day, i never really understood the real reason why
thought i knew for a moment, but i don't anymore
forever and always, he said
but than again...
silly girl.


A place in this world - Taylor Swift

I don't know what I want, so don't ask me
Cause I'm still trying to figure it out
Don't know what's down this road,
I'm just walking
Trying to see through the rain coming down
Even though I'm not the only one
Who feels the way I do

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world

Got the radio on, my old blue jeans
And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve
Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine
Could you tell me what more do I need
And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah
But that's ok

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world

Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission
But I'm ready to fly

I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know, oh
I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on
Oh, im alone on my own, and that's all I know
Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in
This world

Oh, im just a girl
Oh, im just a girl,oh,oh yeah
Oh, im just a girl

chill-ex with bff is definitely the best way to spend the afternoon

words can't describe what i am going thru now.
crap


i hope i pass my driving test tmr!!
i promise to do the housework and treat my bros nicer if i pass.
*promise*


for the past few days i've been searching for the right song to describe my mood
but oh well..

serious addiction for blueberry morning.
i practically finished the whole box in three days
damn. i really need to stop eating so much






.

okay i'm deciding between either one. actually my mind was kinda set on the ipod classic but yogz just had to tempt me with the newest ipod nano chromatic. ipod classic is 120gb and i can watch my drama serials on it anduse it as an external harddisk too. but the ipod nano chromatic is chic and super light. the only problem is that its only 8gb.


so which one should i get!!


or should i just use the money to straighten my hair??

ALL ALONG, IT WAS JUST A HUGE JOKE


thanx for coming into my life

nobody will ever understand the hurt, the anger, the super fucked up feeling i am going thru right now
spoken words which dun mean a single thing
wtf

i doubt you will even know

and yes i know its been over a year, but i can't seem to get him out of my mind

its driving me crazy



as day goes by i need to know
before i fall in love..again

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