and so it marks the last 21st celebration for the hockey babes. it was annabel's bdae party yesterday. it was fun cause first, it is my first huge outing since the end of exams, and second i get to see all the hockey babes after so many months (except qian). her bdae party theme was the Queen B. so ari chee and i decided to go to the party as 'Blur'. went to daiso to get geeky specs. our initial idea was to go as either beach babes or butterflies, but we walked around the entire spotlight for one hour looking for butterflies wings or straw hats btu in vain.

running away from the truth

including you


cause i've tried and tried to walk away
and i know this feeling ain't going away


what will it take for everything to NOT be the same again


epitome of disappointment

when you can live forever, what do you live for?

sometimes i wonder whether the problem lies with me because i have the feeling that nobody really treats me seriously. isn't there anybody who will think of me immediately whenever they have good news to share with friends, or whenever they need a listening ear? to most people, i'm just someone who is blur, slow and lame. besides that, i'm nothing else already. it doesn't make a difference whether i'm present or not. cuz i'm pretty sure that nobody will give a damn. doesn't that shows how insignificant i am to everybody? well done zhiying. having to try so hard to ensure that you won't be forgotten by everybody.


nothing but their back-up plans

talk about priorities..

its not funny when people keep making empty promises. i wonder if they realize it but it really does hurt deep down when they make promises to you but they dun keep it. and why do people always like to say somethings and yet dun mean it.

if you don't mean whatever you say, i suggest that you just shut the fuckup.

i just realized that the person who did the voice over for dory in finding nemo is none other than ELLEN DEGENERES!! omg no wonder i just adore dory to the max. dory and ellen are exactly the same la. they're both funny and lame. so so so cute ((:

met up with mun today at plaza sing. miss her so much la. so glad that shes back home already.

sorry if i ever made you upset

TWILIGHT! anybody wanna watch it with me?? its coming out next month. can't wait


when you can live forever, what do you live for?

nothingwillbethesame

1 more paper to go and i'm officially free! but the last paper is like 6 days away so you can imagine how slack i'm going to be for the whole week. no mood to study and theres nothing special to blog about. everybody is so busy with their exams. and even after the exams, people will be going on holidays, leaving poor zhi alone in singapore ): but i'll be having a short getaway too! it will be so damn fun. especially the company ((:

jason mraz - i'm yours
i just love it when he performs live on stage

if you know that some things will just make you unhappy angry or upset, just AVOID it
i know running away is not the solution
but i really don't wanna care anymore


from the start to the end, i was and will always be nothing to you at all
i think i deserve a little more respect and appreciation
its all that i ask for, but can you promise me that?
i did whatever i could already, so what more do you still want of me
have you ever considered my feelings
for even just 1 second?


ain't no queen of wishful thinking anymore



3 more to go!!

this post is going to be really random.

i'm not happy because of something my dad told me today
and also because he is going overseas and will only be back three months later.
also i couldn't control it anymore that i just blurted everything that i was unhappy/frustrated about.
sorry for making you worry but i guess the bubble had already burst.
i really cannot take it anymore
and everything i do doesn't seem to get f***ing appreciated
bloody hell

no one knows what the future has in hold for them
guess we'll just have to do like what you always say: be prepared for the worse
barricade the road to nowhere and give me some clues
any clue will do?

i'msuper fuckedup witheverything now

sojustleavemealone

you know you're in serious trouble when

1) your jap teacher has to act the questions out for you during your oral examination and that she always had that wierd expression after every answer

2) you are still knocking the freaking poles down even when its already your 15th time learning and your driving test is next month

3) your exams are in one week's time and you still have 3/4 of your notes still marked as 'unread'

4) your account balance had gone from 3 digits to 2

5) you wake up at 12pm everyday

6) you're addicted to gossipgirl,wordchallenge,ellendegenerous,hotshot and you have to at least watch or play it everyday


yea i think i'm dead alr


anyway on a lighter note, heres a new song that i just heard

1 2 3 4 - plain white t

theres only
one thing two (to) do three words four (for) you
i love you
one way two (to) say those three words
i love you

thought it was kinda cute lol

and ellen degenerous is reallie reallie funny!

2 reasons why its a bad dayy for me

1) i actually forgot to remove my retainers when i went to school today. think my jap teacher had difficulties understanding what i was saying

2) i lost my ez link card!! and i just bought the concession la. sometimes i really do hate myself for being so blur. wtf


3 reasons why its a good dayy for me

1) TROPIC THUNDER with koh tian andrew jeremy and ngiam. tropic thunder is hilarious!! go watch it if you really want a good laugh and get away from the exams blue. look out for tom cruise too!! he looks really different in the movie.

2) a box of kinder happy hippo from my darling koh. love you babe! 籃球火 next ya!!

3) welcome home dad!! ((:



and calling out to my dearest friends out there (you know who you are) please please hurry settle the kl trip. get back to me if you are confirm going or you have any other better lobangs k. deeply appreciated!!

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