tuesday
caught 'The House Bunny' with the usual 4 (koh tian andrew). i love the movie!! especially when you're watching it with your girlfriend. shellie! a bimbotic but optimistic and someone who treasures kinship. cute and very entertaining movie!! and theres so many other movies to watch!! koh better make yourself free ya.

wednesday
was suppose to attend a talk together with jiahui but we got the venue mixed up. so we ended up having dinner at JP. after that, it was supper with the usual 4 at xing wang hongkong cafe. we played bridge with my new jay chou playing cards. but it was damn frustrating. i kept getting all the lousy cards and i lost! damn i need to improve on my bridge! but still, its always these few moments with them that i really get a breather from all the unhappy stuff. thank god for each and everyone of them.

and i FINALY got my jay chou album alr! thanx ya. love it alott ((:

thursday
had my driving lesson. and for the first time i knocked the freaking pole down when i was doing my parking! wtf. think my driving teacher was super exasperated. its like my 8th time doing it and i actually knock the pole down!


anyway was doing some reflections. whatever happened at home is a fact and cannot be changed. nobody to blame. just the wrong decison at the wrong time. but i'm rather surprised i was able to hang all the way until today! i have to be strong, not for myself, but for my mum. dad is always away and bros are busy with their own stuff [heyy i know its not easy doing everything by yourselves, so i'll try to make it as easy as possible for you both k promise] and this includes bridging the gap between me and ys. not an easy task i know. theres lots of things to learn abt maintaining relationships, esp with regards to family. i'm learning new things everyday..

besides that, because of what happened theres so many things i wanna do but i just can't. i guess fate leaves us with no choice sometimes. SO instead of brooding, i tell myself every morning that i got to be happy. cuz that is the only way for me really accept the truth and get on with my freaking life. friends' support and company are definitely what i need at the moment. every words, every actions means something to me. i'm serious. dzyzd! you girls know what i mean.


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