Beauty In Simplicity

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

just watched sweeny todd! johnny depp looks wierd in the show. in fact the entire movie is so wierd. its all grey and black (typical of tim burton's movie) and its like a musical where everybody starts singing their feelings out. its so unlike dreamgirls or hairspray.dun really like it though. bleax.

exams were as usual 'okay la'. theres not much to talk abt it anyway. and i'm 3/4 through the exams alr. 1 more to go!! hope it goes well. and after that its off to KL with TGL (: guess thats the only thing i'm kinda looking forward to now. dun wanna think abt any other thing else, including... its quite tiring sometimes.

alott of unhappy stuff going arnd at home these few days. and it sucks ): i wish i can help but theres a limit to what i can do. if the 'others' dun care or dun wanna help, theres nothing much i can say also. just pray and hope for a miracle ba. i know it will definitely be a better day tmr.

a chair is still a chair if no one is sitting there. but a house is not a home if no one is there.

my uncle dropped by and had a talk with me and my bro regarding our life now and in the future. he made so much sense la. i learned so much from him in that mere 30 mins. its time to do some serious reflections girl. and to Mr MCP, please check up the word 'initiative' in the dictionary and start applying it. deeply appreciated. you might not realize it but its starting to get on my nerves alr.

random thoughts going thru my head these few days. maybe cuz its the exam period thats why i'm feeling this way. i know its been a super LONG time alr and i shldn't be feeling what i am feeling now. and if i were to confide to my friends, i kinda know what they will say. so sometimes its best just to keep it to myself. dun wanna bother them so much and make them so sian. (or maybe i'm just trying to run away from reality. maybe i'm not as strong as i thought i was). i dunno. only time will tell.

will anybody ever understand?

and no, i'm not being emo.